… one of those days I thought were long forgotten. Nope. Seems they’re back and kicking, more alive than ever. I, on the other hand, am trying to survive these swirly emotions that leave me feeling nothing but pain, sadness and emptyness. Hard to believe today that I’m exactly where I need to be, why the f** would I need to be right here, this one huge, massive, giant ache ?
What doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger. Been there, done that already : aren’t I supposed to be enjoying my strength right now instead of feeling this weak and powerless ?
I’m nothing but a tear in the fabric of the universe.